Those bad decisions have always had good results in one way or another! My first major mistake? That was my first ex husband; Marty. If I hadn't married him and divorced him when I did I wouldn't have been living with my grandmother when she passed away at home. The next major mistake? My second ex husband,, Ken. If I hadn't screwed up big time and married him I wouldn't have the most wonderful son in the world, Steven. I would do it all over again if it meant I had him in my life. I've made other bad choices in life,, but none that I consider life shattering, more like bumps in the road.
I just finished my first week of my self-inflicted unemployment, it was hard, but it was easy; it refreshing, it was tense. Trying to explain to some people about my decision is hard,, they think they know what is better for me, even if they don't know me. I'm more relaxed, but that is only after I found out that sometime between now and Thursday I'll get my smaller check from ING and that will hold me nicely until the larger check gets in.
The best part of being off? Being available when my son has the opportunity to Skype with me! I don't have to worry about waking up early if he calls late, I'm available during the day at any time, that alone has helped me greatly in my mental stability.
I've gotten several emails concerning upcoming conferences, paid presentations, those will help me out greatly, I'm looking forward to being able to present at these and not worry about anyone from my own school tattling on anything I say!
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